Go Away
Friday 26th JAN 07 8:30pm
The following reference have been edited for easier reading for my 100% straight readers. Yes. It's a known fact that i'm the only creature out there that "goes against nature". The rest are just normal people reading my blog.
I don't want to be the one who spoils your meal. So here goes.
Many of my friends have asked me what love is. It's funny cause most of them knows how screwed up my love life is. i'll share what i feel it is based on my own experiences.
LOVE is when you think of her, even when you are doing the most mundane things.
LOVE is when you think of her, when you have something you want to share.
LOVE is when you feel her pain, when she is ill or otherwise hurt.
LOVE is when you see her as the most perfect thing in the world, even when others tells you otherwise.
LOVE is when she can do no wrong even if everyone else thinks otherwise.
LOVE is when you give her your trust and all that you can give and even more.
LOVE is when it hurts you like a knife when she turns around and leave without a single word.
LOVE is when you would rather you never told her your feelings, for, you may even lose the friendship.
LOVE is when the tears you shed are for her.
LOVE is when you know you can never hate her, even if she had stabbed you in the heart.
I have loved.
I tried to let go. I tried to forget. But i could not forget the times we had shared together, the pictures we have taken together.
I realised that i will never be able to get back the friendship we once had. Because of this incident, i have maybe lost 2 more people i care about. When a heart suffers enough pain, it will grow numb and lose it's ability to feel anymore care and love.
I have been alone when i was growing up, I am alone now. So it maybe that i will be alone in this journey of mine in life.
People say i try too hard sometimes. They are right. Because i dunno how else to hold on, i dunno how else to be. I'm not perfect, i have my flaws. But all i wanted is someone who will care for me back, that someone whom will love.
I am in pain and it will not go away. I lost my trust, it was so heartlessly ripped away.
This pain, i never want to feel again.
Will this ever heal and go away?
EarlGrey
The following reference have been edited for easier reading for my 100% straight readers. Yes. It's a known fact that i'm the only creature out there that "goes against nature". The rest are just normal people reading my blog.
I don't want to be the one who spoils your meal. So here goes.
Many of my friends have asked me what love is. It's funny cause most of them knows how screwed up my love life is. i'll share what i feel it is based on my own experiences.
LOVE is when you think of her, even when you are doing the most mundane things.
LOVE is when you think of her, when you have something you want to share.
LOVE is when you feel her pain, when she is ill or otherwise hurt.
LOVE is when you see her as the most perfect thing in the world, even when others tells you otherwise.
LOVE is when she can do no wrong even if everyone else thinks otherwise.
LOVE is when you give her your trust and all that you can give and even more.
LOVE is when it hurts you like a knife when she turns around and leave without a single word.
LOVE is when you would rather you never told her your feelings, for, you may even lose the friendship.
LOVE is when the tears you shed are for her.
LOVE is when you know you can never hate her, even if she had stabbed you in the heart.
I have loved.
I tried to let go. I tried to forget. But i could not forget the times we had shared together, the pictures we have taken together.
I realised that i will never be able to get back the friendship we once had. Because of this incident, i have maybe lost 2 more people i care about. When a heart suffers enough pain, it will grow numb and lose it's ability to feel anymore care and love.
I have been alone when i was growing up, I am alone now. So it maybe that i will be alone in this journey of mine in life.
People say i try too hard sometimes. They are right. Because i dunno how else to hold on, i dunno how else to be. I'm not perfect, i have my flaws. But all i wanted is someone who will care for me back, that someone whom will love.
I am in pain and it will not go away. I lost my trust, it was so heartlessly ripped away.
This pain, i never want to feel again.
Will this ever heal and go away?
EarlGrey
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