Zero Seven
Friday 5th Jan 07 12:40am
Alrighty, first post for the year 2007. How did you guys usher in the new year? Partying with friends or family? Or just some sweet time with that special someone in your life? Or perhaps you were alone when the celebrations are about? In that case, you are not alone. I, too spent the eve of the new year alone. Not that it's anyone's fault. I have to be fair right? There are always two sides of a story. I suppose my error was to leave the planning till the last min, or rather, the last few days. By that time, most people have either got their own plans or have decided against celebrating altogether. Of course i have had alternatives. My sister had her party over at the old man's place. She invited me of course. But somehow, it didn't feel like A party which i can join in. I mean, she invited all her friends and i would just be like a stranger there. Coupled with the problems i have with the folks, i just didn't think it was prudent for me to show up, if only to avoid the akwardness later.
Then of course i have the countdown gathering with my group of gay friends. But i really dun fancy squeezing and sweating with a hundred thousand people to get from one place to another. Besides, i don't really fancy sticking with the whole bunch of them all the time. I mean, don't get me wrong. I love those bunch of people. They are very interesting and funny everytime. But it's like there comes a time when you tell yourself "Ok, that's enough interaction for this time round." Not just this group of friends i have. I'm sure you yourself will have more then one group of friends you hang out with, just so that you dun feel like you dun have another life outside of this circle you mix with, correct?
Anyway, i went down to Downtown East for the countdown. Met my Aikido juniors there. I was alone, so i was quite happy with the company. So the mins went by and the countdown began. Before i knew it, 2007 has arrived. Sort of Anti-Climatic if you ask me. LOL. But i really wish you guys had more fun then me.
Back to home news, *shifty eyes*. I realised that this year, there are many people getting hit by cupids' arrow. But more on that later. "HE" has decided to come back for training for good "Apparently". But then again, who knows what his mind is really thinking? Maybe he came back just to mock me? Anyway lessons are going on well for me now. It's really quite stressful being the only other black belt holder in the Dojo. Everyone seems to notice me more, and i have the feeling they are just waiting for the chance to point out my mistakes, for that chance to see me fumble up. It's just a feeling i have. Please have somemore black belts in our Dojo PLEASE.....
Back to topic, there are suddenly many people that has problems nowadays, especially in my Dojo. My junior PeiJing seems to have a big issue with his dad, but refuses to talk to me about it. Jon is still struggling with the girl he likes. And suprise of suprise, even Botak Jon revealed that he has been having this crush with this "mei" that he has. Goodness.... Is this the year of love?
I had a long talk with Jon after training on Thursday. It begun with his girl problem then the topic suddenly turned to HIM. Apparently he has been bitching me non-stop lately to the rest of the boys. I find this rather amusing really. He was the one who wanted to break all forms of relation with me, and yet he still goes on bitching about me behind my back. Would it not remind him of me, to be talking about me every now and then? I thought he wanted to forget me and stay away from me? Dosen't make sense does it? Anyway i told Jon that i was very pissed at him and Isaac with the way they treated me the other time, making me wait for the call that never came when all the while they have already arranged to meet up in the first place. I told him i can handle the truth if they just told me about it, but i just can't handle people who treats me like a bloody fool and lie to me. Which was what both he and Isaac did.
We talked for a long time, and in the end i hope he would have understood me more and that our friendship has grown stronger
Jon told me he will NEVER ever treat me like what HE did to me.
Now, where have i heard THAT one before?
What happened in the end?
EarlGrey
Alrighty, first post for the year 2007. How did you guys usher in the new year? Partying with friends or family? Or just some sweet time with that special someone in your life? Or perhaps you were alone when the celebrations are about? In that case, you are not alone. I, too spent the eve of the new year alone. Not that it's anyone's fault. I have to be fair right? There are always two sides of a story. I suppose my error was to leave the planning till the last min, or rather, the last few days. By that time, most people have either got their own plans or have decided against celebrating altogether. Of course i have had alternatives. My sister had her party over at the old man's place. She invited me of course. But somehow, it didn't feel like A party which i can join in. I mean, she invited all her friends and i would just be like a stranger there. Coupled with the problems i have with the folks, i just didn't think it was prudent for me to show up, if only to avoid the akwardness later.
Then of course i have the countdown gathering with my group of gay friends. But i really dun fancy squeezing and sweating with a hundred thousand people to get from one place to another. Besides, i don't really fancy sticking with the whole bunch of them all the time. I mean, don't get me wrong. I love those bunch of people. They are very interesting and funny everytime. But it's like there comes a time when you tell yourself "Ok, that's enough interaction for this time round." Not just this group of friends i have. I'm sure you yourself will have more then one group of friends you hang out with, just so that you dun feel like you dun have another life outside of this circle you mix with, correct?
Anyway, i went down to Downtown East for the countdown. Met my Aikido juniors there. I was alone, so i was quite happy with the company. So the mins went by and the countdown began. Before i knew it, 2007 has arrived. Sort of Anti-Climatic if you ask me. LOL. But i really wish you guys had more fun then me.
Back to home news, *shifty eyes*. I realised that this year, there are many people getting hit by cupids' arrow. But more on that later. "HE" has decided to come back for training for good "Apparently". But then again, who knows what his mind is really thinking? Maybe he came back just to mock me? Anyway lessons are going on well for me now. It's really quite stressful being the only other black belt holder in the Dojo. Everyone seems to notice me more, and i have the feeling they are just waiting for the chance to point out my mistakes, for that chance to see me fumble up. It's just a feeling i have. Please have somemore black belts in our Dojo PLEASE.....
Back to topic, there are suddenly many people that has problems nowadays, especially in my Dojo. My junior PeiJing seems to have a big issue with his dad, but refuses to talk to me about it. Jon is still struggling with the girl he likes. And suprise of suprise, even Botak Jon revealed that he has been having this crush with this "mei" that he has. Goodness.... Is this the year of love?
I had a long talk with Jon after training on Thursday. It begun with his girl problem then the topic suddenly turned to HIM. Apparently he has been bitching me non-stop lately to the rest of the boys. I find this rather amusing really. He was the one who wanted to break all forms of relation with me, and yet he still goes on bitching about me behind my back. Would it not remind him of me, to be talking about me every now and then? I thought he wanted to forget me and stay away from me? Dosen't make sense does it? Anyway i told Jon that i was very pissed at him and Isaac with the way they treated me the other time, making me wait for the call that never came when all the while they have already arranged to meet up in the first place. I told him i can handle the truth if they just told me about it, but i just can't handle people who treats me like a bloody fool and lie to me. Which was what both he and Isaac did.
We talked for a long time, and in the end i hope he would have understood me more and that our friendship has grown stronger
Jon told me he will NEVER ever treat me like what HE did to me.
Now, where have i heard THAT one before?
What happened in the end?
EarlGrey
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