Sunday, April 15, 2007

SpaceShip

Saturday 14th APR 07 12:10am

More and more so, i find i have less and less to blog about. Many reasons why this is so. Basically, my life is plain and mundane. No interesting things to blog about. Also, i'm sure you guys have had enough of me and my emotional attachments with a certain someone. But as things goes in life, there are times where things worth blogging about does happen. And when that happens, you know i will blog about it. Having said that, i also have to thank my readers, which is YOU, yes YOU, reading this post right now for your patience. I have seen many blogs where the readers spam the tag board asking for updates. I must admit, as a blogger myself, i find this type of spamming rather encouraging. As much as readers like to read updated posts, i'm sure that even the authors themselves would like to see some activity on the tagboard, as least, it gives them the impression that people actually DO visit his/her blog and are looking forward to his/her next post. I don't know. I feel it can be some kind of motivation for the blogger to update the blog right?

But hey, that just me. Feel free to disagree anytime.

Let me just blog about my last week then.

The folks at home are away for the past week and so i have the opportunity to stay in the big house for the week. I arranged for Jon, Isaac, Bo, Yuanling and Yuhan to come over my place on friday for a rest and relax session. They came by for a swim, meals and movie watching. It was fun. I also had the honour of three cars to choose from. The Audi A6 (my personal favourite), The MERC S-Class and the BMW 7 Series. I only took the Audi for a drive. Not gonna touch the MERC and BM.... anything happen how? Sell my soul also can't pay back. At least the A6 my sister is the "owner" now.

Had to drive all the way to Jurong stadium to fetch the kids though. Sheesh. Really felt like a cab driver then. We talked till late into the night. And i revealed to the rest of the gang my orientation. I suppose i will have to be prepared to lose friends even before i made them now.

What do i mean by that? Nevermind. Too complicated to type. Ask me in person.

Anyway, our conversation eventually led to that someone who betrayed me. And yes, it made me felt all so emo again. I spent the whole night thinking.

Thinking about what?

Whether all these are real. I have told Isaac, jon, even Zax that they mean alot to me. And that i treat them like my own flesh and blood. But, the question now is,

Do they? Will they?

I have already lost the one i loved the most up till now. He took what i had to offer and then left. Left me hanging and suffereing the wounds of that betrayal.

I am afriad that the same thing will happen again. That history will repeat itself.

I see Isaac emoing over the girl he supposedly likes now ad then i ask myself, does he really know what love is?

I want nothing more then to just be in a place, far far away, a spaceship travelling through the stars, we will have no-one else except ourselves. To look after each other. To grow and share our experiences together.

The hearder of the stars,
You and me, our family.
Crossing the oceans of plenty,
Seeing, learning, laughing crying.

I look to you and you to me
Our lives ever so joined,
With stars in our company.

The meals together, the pains we share
Each one helping the other to bear.
You will fall once or twice
but afraid you won't be

For my saving arms you know will come
I cradle you, You comfort me.
Brothers, sisters, all in the family

Will you join me?
or will you leave?

Will you step with me

In the starship named

DESTINY?

EarlGrey

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