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Wednesday 28th NOV 07 11:40am
I have decided to reopen my blog for the mass public because i'm really tired. Tired of having to lock my blog to protect myself or the people around me from unneccessary attacks from strangers. It's also easier on me cause i won't have to keep adding permissions to my blog.
Lots of things have happened as usual, i was just too lazy to update my blog. And i'm not shy to admit that. A major thing that happened is that i have really come to realise that i can not afford to be so kind hearted and giving anymore.
What makes this lesson hardest to learn is that it came from someone whom i had HOPED would be different then the rest. I was so horribly wrong.
We humans are just like that. We take things for granted when it comes easily for us. I lent my laptop to Isaac and only on my insistance did he return it back to me. And don't get me started on the money he owes me till NOW. He always acts on the "dun ask, dun say" attitude. But he can change to a better phone, go out with friends, buy things for himself etc etc. It's always HIM first. I always wonder if he actually treats me with respect or not. Jon Lai, on the other hand, took my kindness way overboard. My good friend Jovin rightly described him as one boy who has the best of both worlds. He would spend on his Girlfriend and when he runs out of cash and things to do, he will turn to his "boyfriend" because then he can get free fun. Worse, he is not even apologetic about it. To him, everything is "ok lar, chill man" This is an attitude i totally hate to the core. It's bloody insulting to me and stinks of total disrespect. He even has the cheak to go to my freezer and help himself to my ice-cream without first asking me. They have all grown to be too daring, and forgetting where they stand.
I love them, i really do. But it's getting more and more difficult to care for them as the days goes by.
I think i have failed totally as their friend and mentor. At the end of the day, i was only an ATM and helpline to them. Nothing more then that.
There is too much to write and too little time to do it. So i'll just put it down in a few sentences.
1) I am starting on a new hobby of Artistic Photography. Anyone wanna be my model? You will be paid of course.
2) My Aikido skills are slacking.... i need to improve fast if i am ever gonna be able to grade this DEC.
3) I have recently been promoted to Grade B Artiste with Media-Corp. Hopefully will get to see me more often on screen.
4) Should i get a Nintendo Wii or PS3?? Haiz.......
EarlGrey
I have decided to reopen my blog for the mass public because i'm really tired. Tired of having to lock my blog to protect myself or the people around me from unneccessary attacks from strangers. It's also easier on me cause i won't have to keep adding permissions to my blog.
Lots of things have happened as usual, i was just too lazy to update my blog. And i'm not shy to admit that. A major thing that happened is that i have really come to realise that i can not afford to be so kind hearted and giving anymore.
What makes this lesson hardest to learn is that it came from someone whom i had HOPED would be different then the rest. I was so horribly wrong.
We humans are just like that. We take things for granted when it comes easily for us. I lent my laptop to Isaac and only on my insistance did he return it back to me. And don't get me started on the money he owes me till NOW. He always acts on the "dun ask, dun say" attitude. But he can change to a better phone, go out with friends, buy things for himself etc etc. It's always HIM first. I always wonder if he actually treats me with respect or not. Jon Lai, on the other hand, took my kindness way overboard. My good friend Jovin rightly described him as one boy who has the best of both worlds. He would spend on his Girlfriend and when he runs out of cash and things to do, he will turn to his "boyfriend" because then he can get free fun. Worse, he is not even apologetic about it. To him, everything is "ok lar, chill man" This is an attitude i totally hate to the core. It's bloody insulting to me and stinks of total disrespect. He even has the cheak to go to my freezer and help himself to my ice-cream without first asking me. They have all grown to be too daring, and forgetting where they stand.
I love them, i really do. But it's getting more and more difficult to care for them as the days goes by.
I think i have failed totally as their friend and mentor. At the end of the day, i was only an ATM and helpline to them. Nothing more then that.
There is too much to write and too little time to do it. So i'll just put it down in a few sentences.
1) I am starting on a new hobby of Artistic Photography. Anyone wanna be my model? You will be paid of course.
2) My Aikido skills are slacking.... i need to improve fast if i am ever gonna be able to grade this DEC.
3) I have recently been promoted to Grade B Artiste with Media-Corp. Hopefully will get to see me more often on screen.
4) Should i get a Nintendo Wii or PS3?? Haiz.......
EarlGrey
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