Shopping Spree
Monday 28th Aug 06 10:00am
I did it.
Yesterday was the day i went for my shopping spree.
I was supposed to go with HIM. Alas, HIS mom decided to take him out somewhere else insteed. I had planned out what we will do, where we will go. The whole plan. And then HE gave me the sms i was afraid of. The answer "NO".
I missed him. I really do. He is the only person thus far who did not care what i was. He really wanted to meet up with me too. I could tell. He tried. But family always comes first.
So i looked for another person to go with me.
BoonYong was online in MSN. SUPRISINGLY, he actually said yes. Why suprising? I HAD asked him a couple days before if he wanted to come with me to shop. Guess what his reply to me was?
"Just you and me? Just shopping? no terms and conditions?"
Honestly, i was really insulted by that question. Do i have to have any sinister motive to ask my friend out? Yes, so i like boys. does it mean that i am thinking of ways and means to molest/rape/kill/attack him when we are out together? if he didn't want to come with me, just bloody say so. It's not as if i only asked him out. I smsed quite a number of people.
Haiz. Kids.
But then as it turns out, he DID go out with me in the end. Fate. don't you just feel so played out by it sometimes?
In the morning i was asked by Felix from HQ to help him out with the childrens class. It appears that recently i have been getting alot of such calls to assist with the classes. A sign of greater things to come? Perhaps.
After class, i got back home for a quick shower before driving down to Bedok to pick BoonYong up.
I did not want to go too far as firstly, i didn't want to go too far just to shop. Time spent on travelling could be better spent slowly looking for the things i want to buy. Second, traffic is HORRIBLE during the week ends.
We settled for Tampines mall.
During the shopping, BoonYong was very solem and quiet. I observed that for sometime and then i realised why he was acting this way.
I had been insensitive towards him.
Here i was, shopping and buying like there is no care in the world. And there he was, just following me, looking at me, not being able to buy anything for himself.
I never thought of this before i asked him out. Like it or not, he is still a young boy. I am sure that he wants to be able to have many things in life. Branded clothes, shoes, accessories etc etc. Not to SEE people buy and stand there like an extra.
When he asked me the question "Is O lvls enough?" i KNEW i was right.
I talked to him, to let him understand that my intention of asking him out was not to "spite" him with what i can afford to get. I have ALWAYS hated the notion that success was marked by the level of your spending power.
Yet here i was, shopping like a hooligan and this young boy just standing one corner helping me to carry bags.
But he did seem to cheer up abit after i talked to him. Hopefully he knows that no matter how, i am still mindful of his feelings. He is like a little brother to me, even though he refuses to accept the fact. He keeps thinking i'am finding some way to get him in bed or something. Haiz.
JT came buy for a few mins to say hi and go to a game shop with us as i HAD the idea of getting a PSP. HE BOUGHT A NEW HANDPHONE!!!!! OMG!!!!!! K800I !!!!!!!!!!!! THAT BLOODY IDIOT!!!!!!!!! THEN NEVER TELL ME!!!!! 3G PHONE!!!!!!! CURSE HIM!!!!!!
Ok. Rambling over.
JT went for his Organ class shortly after and then we waited for Jon to come join us.
When he arrived, we went to Jack's Place for dinner. I tell you... Jon is SOOOO BLOND! OMG..... sometimes he is just SOO blur and makes very silly remarks.... i really laughed my head off during dinner.
After dinner we went to the arcade to try our luck with the "happy lifter" machine. Of course we have no luck. LOL.
Went for the movie "Snakes on a plane" after that.
The show is actually not bad. The snakes bite ANYWHERE and EVERYWHERE. Trust me. ANYWHERE.
It was close to 11pm when we came out of the cinema. At the end of the day, i managed to get some new top wear and jeans. Also got myself a bag and shoes. Not too bad for a half a days work.
It was quite late so i drove BoonYong and Jon back home. It was a big round for me to drive, but since they are out with me, i have a duty to make sure they are safe. Besides, they have school the next day. If they took public transport, what time will it be when they reach home?
But really, i wished the person who had gone shopping with me was HIM.
Haiz.
Maybe ONE day.
Maybe.
EarlGrey
I did it.
Yesterday was the day i went for my shopping spree.
I was supposed to go with HIM. Alas, HIS mom decided to take him out somewhere else insteed. I had planned out what we will do, where we will go. The whole plan. And then HE gave me the sms i was afraid of. The answer "NO".
I missed him. I really do. He is the only person thus far who did not care what i was. He really wanted to meet up with me too. I could tell. He tried. But family always comes first.
So i looked for another person to go with me.
BoonYong was online in MSN. SUPRISINGLY, he actually said yes. Why suprising? I HAD asked him a couple days before if he wanted to come with me to shop. Guess what his reply to me was?
"Just you and me? Just shopping? no terms and conditions?"
Honestly, i was really insulted by that question. Do i have to have any sinister motive to ask my friend out? Yes, so i like boys. does it mean that i am thinking of ways and means to molest/rape/kill/attack him when we are out together? if he didn't want to come with me, just bloody say so. It's not as if i only asked him out. I smsed quite a number of people.
Haiz. Kids.
But then as it turns out, he DID go out with me in the end. Fate. don't you just feel so played out by it sometimes?
In the morning i was asked by Felix from HQ to help him out with the childrens class. It appears that recently i have been getting alot of such calls to assist with the classes. A sign of greater things to come? Perhaps.
After class, i got back home for a quick shower before driving down to Bedok to pick BoonYong up.
I did not want to go too far as firstly, i didn't want to go too far just to shop. Time spent on travelling could be better spent slowly looking for the things i want to buy. Second, traffic is HORRIBLE during the week ends.
We settled for Tampines mall.
During the shopping, BoonYong was very solem and quiet. I observed that for sometime and then i realised why he was acting this way.
I had been insensitive towards him.
Here i was, shopping and buying like there is no care in the world. And there he was, just following me, looking at me, not being able to buy anything for himself.
I never thought of this before i asked him out. Like it or not, he is still a young boy. I am sure that he wants to be able to have many things in life. Branded clothes, shoes, accessories etc etc. Not to SEE people buy and stand there like an extra.
When he asked me the question "Is O lvls enough?" i KNEW i was right.
I talked to him, to let him understand that my intention of asking him out was not to "spite" him with what i can afford to get. I have ALWAYS hated the notion that success was marked by the level of your spending power.
Yet here i was, shopping like a hooligan and this young boy just standing one corner helping me to carry bags.
But he did seem to cheer up abit after i talked to him. Hopefully he knows that no matter how, i am still mindful of his feelings. He is like a little brother to me, even though he refuses to accept the fact. He keeps thinking i'am finding some way to get him in bed or something. Haiz.
JT came buy for a few mins to say hi and go to a game shop with us as i HAD the idea of getting a PSP. HE BOUGHT A NEW HANDPHONE!!!!! OMG!!!!!! K800I !!!!!!!!!!!! THAT BLOODY IDIOT!!!!!!!!! THEN NEVER TELL ME!!!!! 3G PHONE!!!!!!! CURSE HIM!!!!!!
Ok. Rambling over.
JT went for his Organ class shortly after and then we waited for Jon to come join us.
When he arrived, we went to Jack's Place for dinner. I tell you... Jon is SOOOO BLOND! OMG..... sometimes he is just SOO blur and makes very silly remarks.... i really laughed my head off during dinner.
After dinner we went to the arcade to try our luck with the "happy lifter" machine. Of course we have no luck. LOL.
Went for the movie "Snakes on a plane" after that.
The show is actually not bad. The snakes bite ANYWHERE and EVERYWHERE. Trust me. ANYWHERE.
It was close to 11pm when we came out of the cinema. At the end of the day, i managed to get some new top wear and jeans. Also got myself a bag and shoes. Not too bad for a half a days work.
It was quite late so i drove BoonYong and Jon back home. It was a big round for me to drive, but since they are out with me, i have a duty to make sure they are safe. Besides, they have school the next day. If they took public transport, what time will it be when they reach home?
But really, i wished the person who had gone shopping with me was HIM.
Haiz.
Maybe ONE day.
Maybe.
EarlGrey
1 Comments:
wheeee shopping~ i like :D
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